Monday, August 29
yes i am at home at noon on a monday. i didn't really plan to stay home, but i've got really bad cramps so why bother struggling through a 7-5 day in school? hah we've almost finished our pw. i can't believe we actually got work done. hahaha. i realised that i actually like the exhilaration of rushing. the adrenaline rush actually brings me to life. when i think about the times i had to meet deadlines, when there were things to do. times when i was a monitress, a PL, and the icf before i was a PL. literally running around getting things done. the way we sat together and thrashed ideas out and worked to bring our ideas alive. i realise i love neglecting my school work for other higher priorities like the class and cca. i wouldn't say i thrive on stress. i don't, not really. i end up with really bad migraines and horrible moods. but i slacken naturally when there's nothing to do.
i like working in teams. i miss the PLC 03/04. because we made such a great team. instinctively. siti was the whistle-blower, the one we looked up to automatically, and yet the craziest one at times. mellie was the crazy high one who screamed and laughed a lot, provided lots of wacky ideas, and didn't mind shouting at the girls. mich was the quiet gentle one who slapped serene's leg once. nanz was another wacky-idea provider, although with less screaming. bev was the creepy one who helped with the scripts, the testwork woman. nithya was another gentle one who blew up at the juniors occasionally. sam blew up all the time, another perfectionist with an acid tongue. serene was on a never-ending high and provided lots of crappy ideas that sometimes worked haha. eunice was our baby with artistic talents. kristie was kinda MIA, but oh well. and i guess i was the sarcastic one who insisted on perfection. remember how our ae committees suited us so perfectly somehow? nanz and eunice for deco/banner. serene and sam for gateway. nithya and i for souvenir. kristie and bev for recept. ahhhh.
all right i shall go play the piano now. i really hope i can pass my exam. must memorise scales in 2 days. somehow i always blank out. and my pieces sound terrible when i'm terrified.
it must've been love.
12:10 pm
xoxo
